or a bra if I don’t feel like it.
Counting calories
or glasses of wine.
Checking the clock
or my email.
Caring about an extra couple of pounds
or the silver threads in my hair.
Having three meals a day
or even keeping track of how many there have been.
Running
or any exercise beyond walking.
Knowing what day of the week it is
or remembering why that matters other than so I know which island I’m on.
*except for a pop of lipstick